“Don't tell anyone what's going on with you! They're going to think you're crazy!” This was a big message in my childhood.

 

So I didn't. I didn't tell anyone that I felt more at home in the forest than in my house, that the redwoods felt like my family. And that my mind was filled with whispers that said I wasn't valuable, and my parents would be better off if I weren't there. (When I was eight, I tried to turn myself into a guinea pig to escape. My first attempt at magic – unsurprisingly – failed!) 

 

And for years, I suffered. I felt weird, like I didn't fit in with other humans. I looked successful on the outside, but inside I was full of depression, anger, and fear, struggling with experiences I didn't know how to harness.

 

• Why couldn't I succeed like my parents and sister? 

• Why was I struggling in a “good“ job? 

• Why were relationships so stressful even with people who loved and cared about me?

 

The Western medical system diagnosed me with a mental health disorder I didn't have, put me on 14 different medications, and had no effective treatment for my physical health problems.

 

I was desperate, so in 2016, I asked the Spirit of divine love to talk to me. Everything changed. 

 

I started hearing helpful voices, not just negative ones. It was hard at first, not gonna lie. My family was worried. My friends were skeptical.  Then my eighth (and final) therapist said, "I just think you're spiritually sensitive.” I was taken aback. Was that a thing?

 

So I did some research, and I realized that some people who are spiritually sensitive are actually designed to partner with positive entities to get direction and guidance. Without it, we don't thrive.

 

I dove in. I worked with alternative healers. I learned Tarot, Lenormand, and astrology to find wisdom beyond my family and culture. I finally got a handle on interpreting my dreams. I discovered past lives are real – and how they can help. For five years, my husband and I were nomadic, learning how different places affected me – ask me about my Spirit guides directing me through the streets of Paris!

 

I got so much better!

 

And I realized I was good at helping others. 

 

I have to be honest. I think my culture really falls short when it comes to giving advice.

 

Well-meaning people tell you what worked for them. Internet gurus say success is just around the corner if you purchase their program. We lack elders who know us and the supportive village humans evolved with.

 

Especially if you're spiritually sensitive, artistic, or have any neurodivergence or health issues, it can be really hard to find advice that works with your unique challenges and gifts.  

 

Recently, an author hired me to edit his astrology book. When I asked what he liked about my CV, he said, "She went to Princeton, and she talks to angels.” I've finally found work where my abilities are gifts and not obstacles!

 

I'm so much happier and healthier, and more successful. And I'd love to help you be the same.